The computers has helped me take my creativity to the next level. It was great but very expensive ! In view of the increasingly recurrent technological developments the use of the Internet has now become inescapable. It's not free nor not easy for me either but I try to keep going.  That's becoming more and more difficult to sustain. Finding out the way is, of course, another matter. Then movie music sound like Romantic symphonies
Possibly important is that I had learned music, grammar and instruments to create : that is, so as to discover the most important principles. 
The economic depression spills over into everything it touches, so I need  a fig leaf to analyse the present mood.  
That current economic mood of gloom influence our perceptions and music becomes even more tragic. All that start with two to three notes which are clearly music themed. Leonardo Da Vinci became dominant in my mind, and he were the deep source of my inspiration and commitment for peace and respect of each others. There were times in which I succeeded in becoming inspired and elevating my thoughts.
What Leonardo was witnessing was a veritable environmental, economic and human tragedy that has become a public catastrophe in his own country, just as we find now. Such events are reproduced time and again with the rhythm of a strange cycle.